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>Who's that?
theyre a random shot-in-the-dark deltarune AU type character. i was fascinated by its design at the time. i found out about them because of the really cute shipping comic they did
>story about the creepy face
hehehe this is really amusing, you seemed to have truly cared alot about it, you felt sincere artistic triumph in it, i hope one day you can replicate it. terribly sorry girls can be so mean sometimes :C
abstract kemono art is so hard to come by, like, i can think of so many examples and yet i can rarely point it out directly (most likely because of the language barrier)
most anime dont really intruige me despite me being very weeby, its usually the weird imperfect stuff that i have a soft spot for, i think that adds alot as to why i am so lonely fufufu, finding so much interest in something that is not even from my native tongue, and its even unpopular in that area.
it has been a dream for me to learn japanese one day though, the amount of people ive seen with similar interests to me just from offhanded surface level searches is far beyond the scope of what i find with years of research in america, but part of me is also afraid, i wonder if i'll still manage to be "too weird" even then.
somebody i used to talk to who was really close to me once said that for something like that to come my way, i likely wont even have to try to look for it, and i think about that quote alot, the ideal friendship i pursue would likely be found by simply bumping into the other person and nigh immediately loving eachother, but i really cant help but drive myself crazy trying to find "something".
at least in smaller places like this i dont have to worry about needless toxicity because there simply isnt a crowd big enough to create a social tumor, and i dont think i wouldve even found this place to begin with if it werent for my obsessive searching, so i think im going in the right direction? im having a good time